Houses, prostitutes, boys, the usual.

My housemate is trying to get me to look at houses for our second year already, Which I know is a smart move, and the ones we've been looking at are lovely, but I think my i'm not going to have a choice but be better with money this year, as I'm going to be more than skint. after paying for my holiday, and deposit on a house probably in the space of a month. ahhhh, Maybe I should think about getting a job, I wonder how the prostitution market is doing in these financial times. ;)
bad joke.
actually terrible joke.
and would ruin my "stay away from boys" resolution. It would be the complete opposite really,
Right so on my last post, I mentioned new years resolutions, but I think I may actually be on the move to getting them smashed
I've booked my holiday to Magaluf with my three friends in july :).

I guess that's a start.

But I want go into my decision to stay away from boys for a year.

I don't know if this means i'll stay celebate, or single, or both for a year. or if i just don't let myself get romantically involved with anyone, 

That last one may be a little harder to keep off.

I do have a tendancy to rush in, and do the whirlwind thing, and then things crash. and burn. 

I fall for people who should be against my better judgement,

Is this a general girl thing? or just... a bad person thing? 

or maybe it's just me. Like for example; since i've been home,  i've spent a good portion of my time talking on facebook chat with a past.. sort of... fling. instead of spending time doing productive things.. he never changes. it's just him.

I like that though.

He's exciting.

and i kinda, look up to him in a way. he always stays strong. and tells it to you straight. when i talk to him, i feel empowered, but ever so more slightly under his spell, He's dealing with some big things right now, and i want to be there for him, but it's hard. like seeing your parents cry. you never know what to say or do. God see it's been less than a week, and look at me. 

this is why i'm staying away from boys.

i'll get my head straight and stop messing about. 

It's time to grow up now.

I don't normally like these prissy little disney girls, but this girl has a bit of paramore about her.

and i like the simplicity of this song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYDDiqhhzbQ

ciao. 

xx

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