(Some more photos I grabbed from home)
Seeing my friends has actually put me in such a good mood, although I end up wondering, (After a chat with a certain person about him dropping out and going back home, which actually makes me quite sad.. not that i care or anything.....) Why am I here? Why Bath? Surely I could have just done my degree at Truro, and stayed with my friends who make me happy? (and saved a bit more money) It's not that I don't enjoy it here, it's just since being here I can't say I've met anyone like my best friends back at home. (btw, this isn't my first year away from home, so it's not that i'm not enjoying uni/homesickness thing, i'm used to being away, i just don't see the point) I'm not normally the sort of person who can make best friends easily, especially with girls. I find most of them irritating, bitchy or just plain complicated. Most of my friends are boys. This isn't because I'm a slapper. Just because to be around they're more simple.
But, my three best friends are girls? You couldn't change them for anything. and i wouldn't.
Although they're not your typical girls at all. They're actually amazing. We always end up laughing at ourselves more than other people, all of us are pretty in dependent (we see each other because we want to, and not because we feel the need to, and it's not a big deal if we don't feel like it, or are away from each other for ages) and outspoken, not that we're gobby but if there's a problem, we say straight away. I don't understand why people, girls in particular, will talk amongst themselves and then turn everything into a big deal. just say it. i really can't deal with the drama. (bit of a rant there, sorry folks!)
I have a few friends here at Uni, but i can't say i really missed any of them whilst at home, terrible as that may seem or sound, probably only a select few, one of whom is considering leaving.
but spending time with my Cornwall friends has made me realise life is too short to try and please people who you really, to be frank, don't care about. The truth of the matter is, from now on, i'm going to get my work done, save my money, and just book more weekends home to see my friends, although it's not long now until the Britney Spears, 20th party.:) I know i'm so old/lame, but at the end of the day it really is just another excuse for me and my friends to dress up.
Ciao
xx

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